I caved and bought a Chocolate Lab a few days ago. Her name is Cocoa! She's so tiny right now, but she'll get big really fast. My apartment is so quiet and lifeless. I need someone so come home to every day, someone to lavish affection on, so now I have Cocoa.

I want someone to love me. I want companionship. I know I'm young and I have my whole life ahead of me, but I want someone to spend it with. Maybe I'll see if that sexy model I met the other day would like to go out for dinner. *giggle* It's not the same though, it's not him.

He sent me a necklace for my birthday! It's jade! Oh how I love it! I haven't mentioned it until now, but I hardly ever take it off! Maybe I should write him a letter to thank him.